FOR ##&$^#*@#I$()#*()@'s SAKE I HATE THIS THING !!

I was typing all my frustrations, just for you to read, and EVALUATE what goes on in my mind. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XANGA had to COME UP WITH A problem AND CLOSE THE DAMN WINDOW!

You, ask me to MIND ME LANGUAGE? i think not. Surely, all the language will come once all that hard work goes to waste. DON"T YOU JUST [sometimes] HATE TECHNOLOGY>>????!?!?!?!??!

GASP...pant........argh.

Alright, maintain your composure... *exhale*

Now that I've completely lost my mood to type, let's just move to what I really want to say hmm?  OH i had this short note for our dear principal, just in case he visits my humble little blog, but tut tut, time's wasting. Time for the real thing.

HMM.. try to emphatise with me on this one eh?

Let the expressions begin, shall we? ---------------------------------

[how do i start this orchestra of grumbles..hmm..]

I..have been in an erratic mood today.

Morning ->don't give two hoots bout anyone talking to me. REAL sleepy and just not in the mood to work.
Midday ->Gradually become irate and irritable and pissed and angry due to the massive amount of minutes i had to wait for my precious, precious little prince.
After lunch->REaL crazy, laughing, probably made laughingstock outta meself, must've been the milo ice.
Towards the end of school-> moody once more. Emo once more. ANGRY once more. And sleep once more :).

THAT is a summary of things. Hmm.. Alright I'm gonna switch to first person mode.

The last thing, the only thing that shocked me beyond words was the sentence, " I just want to feel for once that I can do what the HELL i want!".

ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? Don't I give you the blasted freedom to do whatever the HELL you want, as you so pUT it? HAVE you NO IDEA how much hurt you have done to my broken-and-repaired-again (yes i know that's an emo statement) heart? GOSH it's like you've put a time-bomb on the fragments of my arteries! [another emo statement]

And you said there's nothing more than me. Nothing. I guess you just sAID that to impress and sweet talk your way to me.

FEH...! YOU THINK I WANT to make you feel pathetic? NOW i'm DOING THAT! and HELL YEAH i don't feel wrong to express the HELL i WANT on how i feel for you. YOU"RE STEPPING ALL OVER ME! and you don't even realise that. YOU TAKE ME FOR GRANTED! and you lovingly deny.

Have i done you wrong? I ALWAYS, ALWAYS COMproMised my already nothing self and i have NOTHING left to give. Nothing. IT was all for you. How could you do this to me?? WHy?

*breaks down*

As the previous post...which was a tribute, yes i said TRIBUTE to my laughing idol Daniella, regarding the game, I've finally finished it..

Not to say without much effort, of course.. -_-'

The comical part was, at the end, when you thought you pushed that dirty guy [but admittedly, quite dashing tho..:)] into the pit of lava...(quite conveniently placed, don't you think?) he actually manages to pop right back up.

And according to logic, he'll be burning. Literally.

AND HE WAS!!! HE WAS A FREAKING FLAMING CORPSE THAT'S RUNNING AFTER ME!! oh poopstickles....

You might think it's an easy run, since he's trying his very best to run very fast after you, he can only take mere [but painful] steps after you.. whilst batting off his flames, to no avail.. ~~

It's not.

Practically, every five seconds or so, my controller will vibrate.. it signals a tremor coming, so i have to crouch. BUT THE PROBLEM IS.. my STUPID controller is SHIT old! ...So the wiring is kinda loose, and the screen pauses almost EVERYTIME the controller vibrates...So that's really frustrating. The other controller that I have? TWO BUTTONS (the 'O' and the 'triangle') are NOT WORKING!! >.<.

But if i don't crouch at all, i'll be thrown forward... and THAT WASTES TIME!! It's a one touch from that flaming corpse, and bye-bye, fiona, you're toast!!

To add on more to my stress, if i managed to make my way to the next door, ignoring the stimulus to SCREAM at every screen-pause (because of my stupid controller), CONVENIENTLY, a statue, will fall on me.

Nice. Just nice.

So I have to like mash my buttons like crazy to prop the statue back up and continue running. So... because mashing buttons are kind of FUTILE for my stupid controller, I change controllers. Yes. Frantically, I can add to that, and continue mashing.

Believe me, all the adrenalin surging through my body isn't enough to do that. So I asked my sister to help mash buttons with me :). I even resorted to using a third limb to help me ><.... Desperate events call for desperate actions...

AFTER COUNTLESS number of times FAILING, I finally did this :

1. Close the doors of the path i take.
2. Change controllers when the statue falls on me.
3. RUN LIKE MAD!

Then after i managed to FINALLY get past that statue thing, I was .. extremely .. relieved.. Throwing myself back on the vast pillows, I watched the ending, the Best ending, of Haunting Ground.

That.. was really gratifying, I'll have you know.

P.S.!!!--IT'S A DAMN GOOD IDEA TO GET ME A PS2 CONTROLLER FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!! heheh don't say I didn't hint enough!!!!

GOSH GOSH GOSHH!!

I am.. so pissed..

First.. I was TRYING to post a recount on saturday's outing (ELENA's buffet).. BUt the connection was...slow..and i ended up not posting..anything at ALL!!

Ah when i feel like it then i might post lah.. But i don't think i ever will..

BUT AS FOR TODAY life seemed to have taken another step DOWN!...for GE...has been very....badly-behaved...

THEY DELETED ALL MY CHARACTER'S COSTUMES!! (yes, including the beautiful dragon costume on my musketeer..)
It was said in the update forum that those costumes have been prolonging the maintainence time... SHIT LAH maintainence.. Better longer than pissing off dEvOTEd players like me....

well....................................................................................

They said they will compensate THESE players [who lost their dear, dear costumes] from the next two weeks onwards.
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I DUN WANT TO BE COMPENSATED WITH other stuff!!

I just want my costumes BACK!!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH!! >.<

time to look at previous screenshots...and wave good-bye.... [emo-time]